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Boredom [Nov. 19th, 2007|02:07 pm]
1. What would you go to jail for?
Drunk in public probably. Or disrupting the peace

2. If you had a chance, which celebrity would you rid the world of?

3. If you were in a life threatening situation (such as being attacked) and only had these three items: a paper clip, a dirty diaper and a banana; how would you survive?
Step One: Eat Banana
Step Two: Shank with paper clip
Step Three: shit in diaper and smear on mugger's face.

4. What situation where someone is being injured, do you find most funny?
someone getting hit by a car

5. What's the lamest way you've dumped someone or been dumped? Why?
been dumped over the phone. many times.

6. What Jelly Belly flavor makes you want to vomit?
Strong gag reflex.

7. What is your honest opinion about bums?
they rock out loud.

8. Would you rather fight a shark or a bear and how would you defeat it?!
shark. punch it in the nose.

10. If you had to loose a body part, what part would it be?
my ass. it's too big

11. CHOOSE!!!! A week of intense discussion with Sheryl Crow about world issues, spending the night with a horny Mike Tyson fresh out of jail or the glorious honor of a Samurai suicide?
Sheryl Crow. she pretty.

12. What board game would you least like to play for all eternity?
checkers. I always lose.

13. If you could have your very own attack animal, what would it be?

14. In your opinion, what is the most annoying sound ever?
stupid emo bitches.

15. What do you think of getting your “lover’s” (BF, GF, etc.) name tattooed on your body?

16. Would you rather be in a raging sand storm or a killer buffalo stampede?
Sand Storm!!

17. If an imaginary character could be real; what character would that be?

18. Tom Cruise. Crazy, cool, annoying, or “special”?

19. Have you ever had a paranormal experience?

20. Gnome vs. Elf. Who would win this epic battle?
Elf. Elf. Elf

21. Have you ever stolen an antenna ball?

22. If you were magically sucked into your television set; which television program would you like to be stuck in?
Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends

23. If you were challenged to a mêlée by an armored super monkey, what weapon would you choose to defend yourself?
Home Run Bat.

24. In the movie “Happy Gilmore” Adam Sandler was instructed by his golf teacher to go to his “Happy Place”; a place of serenity and calmness. What is your happy place?
anyplace with Cheryl

25. Are you easily distracted by shiny objects? If so, what shiny thing has distracted you lately?

26. TRIVIA QUESTION TIME! What movie was this phrase muttered. “We are the knights who say….NI!”?
Monty Python and the Holy Grail

27. If you were in a Japanese game show, which would you rather have happen to you. To be shocked by a cattle prod 20 times, put in a glass coffin with scorpions, or pelted with scalding rocks? (Note: these things really happen on these shows….really.)
Cattle Prod.

28. What clothing article is the hardest to get off when wet?

29. If there was a movie made about you, what would its title be?
not sure. Death Of An Avacado, maybe

30. In this movie about you, who would you cast to play yourself?
Manny lopez

31. What superpower would you like to have? (Note: You cannot choose the ability to fly or to be invisible.)

32. What’s the craziest thing you have slept through?
not sure. I was asleep.

33. What movie would you not want to be made into a sequel?
Howl's Moving Castle

34. What is the strangest thing you have stolen?
Shoes for school.

35. Have you ever super glued yourself to anything?
yes. lol

36. What song annoys you the most these days?
anything on the radio?

37. What do you believe Elvis is doing right now?
od'ing on heroine.

38. What famous animal would you most like to eat?
taco bell dog. damn thing.

39. Vanilla Ice?
Rob Van Winkle.

40. When somebody asks you if their baby is cute, and it is not, how do you respond?
Say they are. then drop them.

41. How much money would it take for you to hug a bum?
not much. everyone needs a hug.

42. You’ve crash landed away from civilization. You’re bleeding to death, and know that you are going to die. Do you give survivors permission to eat you?
maybe when I'm dead.

43. There is a riot, and people are pillaging, which store do you loot?
Hot Topic.

44. Would you rather be a Viking or an astronaut?
Huck Bid Pillage Burn and Eat the Babies. Vikings all the way.

45. Heaven or Hell? Why?
Hell. definately. it's going to my home in the future.
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I Almost Feel Sorry For What I'm Going To Do... [Sep. 10th, 2007|01:04 pm]


So I've been listening to this song for about the past two hours. I thought it was a sweet innocent song at first, but the more I listen to it, the more I realize that it's about taking advantage of a drunk girl while your drunk. It's kinda creepy I suppose, but it's a good song nonetheless. So Classes are going good. Finsihing my 2D project now, and developed film for Photography. Well, Back to the Sharpie high and music.

With one or two I get used to the room
We go slow when we first make our moves
By five or six bring you out to the car
Number nine with my head on the bar
And it's sad, but true
Out of cash and I.O.U's
I've got desperate desires and unadmirable plans
My tongue will taste of gin and malicious intent
Bring you back to the bar
Get you out of the cold
A sober, straight face gets you out of your clothes
And they're scared that we know
All the crimes they'll commit
Who they'll kiss before they get home
I will lie awake
Lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
Let you fall for every empty word I say
Barely conscious in the door where you stand
Your eyes are fighting sleep while your mouth makes its demands
You laugh at every word trying hard to be cute
I almost feel sorry for what I'm going to do
And your hair smells of smoke
Who will cast the first stone?
You can sin or spend the night all alone
Brass buttons on your coat hold the cold
In the shape of a heart that they cut out of stone
You're using all your looks that you've thrown from the start
If you let me have my way I swear I'll tear you apart
Cause it's all you can be
You're a drunk and you're scared
It's ladies night, all the girls drink for free
I will lie awake
And lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
Let you fall for every empty word I say
I will lie awake
And lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
Let you fall for every empty word I say
I will lie awake
And lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
Let you fall for every empty word I say

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(no subject) [Sep. 6th, 2007|10:34 am]
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[Current Location |Williams 328]
[mood |worriedworried]
[music |Nine Inch Nails-I'm Looking Forward To Joining You, Finally]

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So Amazing <3
I Love Her <3
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Nothing Can Stop Us Now [Sep. 5th, 2007|03:47 pm]


First off, let me say this: This Semester is going to be alot better than the previous two. I can just tell. I'm doing some art work right now, it's kinda boring, and very tedious. But I loves me the Sharpie. Anyways, I'm back at Bradley. Wow. Manny is here and in full force. Frisbee is just as amazing as ever. Classes are going good so far. But I'm missing something. A part of me is missing here. I love the girl so much, that it's really hard being this far apart. But I'll make it through the semester. It'll be hard, but I'll make it through. I'm going to be in it until she's out. Well, enough on that. The reason I've decided to get this going again is that I realized that I need to start keeping people involved in what I'm doing, and without paying for a domain name for the time being. That'll be something I do over the summer. At the latest. Well, so there is that explination. Here is a schedule of my classes so you out there in LJ land know when I'm out

Monday- Art 225 9-12
             - His 103 2-3

Tuesday- Civ 100 9-10.15
             - Art 105 12-2.45

Wednesday- Art 225 9-12
                  - His 103 2-3

Tuesday- Civ 100 9-10.15
             - Art 105 12-2.45
             - Com 204 5-7.30

Friday- His 103 2-3

I also have Frisbee practice mondays, thursdays and fridays 4-?, wednesdays 6-? and on saturdays 1-?
Well, there is a small update.

What I'm Listening To:
Top 10 Albums currently

10.Nine Inch Nails-The Fragile
9.Mushroomhead-Savior Sorrow
6.Radiohead-Hail To The Thief
5.Rise Against-Revolutions Per Minute
4.Rage Against The Machine-Rage Against The Machine
3.Lacuna Coil-In A Reverie
2.From First To Last-Heroine

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Why do I have this torment, All I wanna do it fuck it away [Nov. 12th, 2006|12:05 am]


Yeah, I know it's been a while. I've just been busy college-classes, meals, parties, frisbee-yeah. Well, he goes everything.

Classes aren't too bad. I'm still failing calc, but I'm almost there at the passing mark. I've been doing better and my grade is improving. I'm doing pretty good in all my other classes. So yeah. Every monday and thursday night, I have frisbee practice. midnight-2 AM. indoors. hells yeah. You all know you are jealous. I love playing Ultimate and it kicks ass. Also, the guys who play are awsome people in general. They invite us over to their places for parties and such. Circle Of Death and Beer Pong are fun. lol. Beer is nasty, but you don't care after the first cup. lol.

Well, as many are prolly wondering, nothing special as far as the romance category is going on here. I can't even pick up a drunk chick. I'm pathetic. Also, something happened about two weeks ago, and if you really wanna know, ask me. and I just noticed that this entire paragraph is indented. This new software rocks my socks off. lol. and, here is something for you all to gaze upon


Yay college!

Well, I'm out

PS. I want a penguin

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(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2006|02:12 pm]
[Current Location |dorm]
[music |Slipknot-My Plague]

I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for
The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor
I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the
Everyday bullshit things that you have done

Your impossible ego fuck is like a
Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue
You fuckin' touch me I will rip you apart
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that
Shit you call a heart...

I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed
Made to feel miniscule
If you consider the source, it's kinda pitiful
The only thing you really know about me is...
...that's all you'll ever know

I know why you blame me (yourself)
I know why you plague me (yourself)

I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell
I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself
I haven't seen a lotta reasons to stop it
I can't just drop it
I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it
At least I admit it

I know why you blame me (yourself)
I know why you plague me (yourself)

Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you
Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you
I can't fuckin' take it anymore
A snap of the synapse
And now it's fuckin' war
Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you

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(no subject) [Oct. 10th, 2006|05:41 am]

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world,they say they
Say theys theys they no!!
--Mad World, Gary Jules

Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
Untill I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Now I'm ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of me
I am so ashamed of me...
--The Gift, Seether
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(no subject) [Sep. 5th, 2006|06:57 pm]
Well, it's been a while. today, i have a few songs I found that I really like. They are by a band called Lacuna Coil. Never heard of them? then you sucks. major ass. so mcuh ass it's not even funny. at all. Well, basically, an Italian Goth Metal band. they kick ass. check out these three songs.

    7. Reverie

I have you in my dreams at night
you were holding my hands
then I awake and you're not mine
now it's time to rise

I want to turn cold ice in my soul
got to freeze this yearning inside

When you're inflicted by
the passion of love
desire and yearning the
deeper they burn
you were...
now it's too late
you were...

Now you're gone
It's too late
I was wrong
It's my fate

"I think of you and I see me
I'm the one I thought I've never be
I feel dirty - no purity
desire and yearning in you heart
no mercy for you no mercy for me."

8. Veins Of Glass

These ghosts I keep inside
shards of glass in my veins
release me from myself, release
from my duality

I face these as a soldier would
but useless is my war
the innocence that smiles today
tomorrow will bee lying

Who is it that really dies when all the people look at me?
And I'm twisting my fingers in my hair
while a mirror reflects me

Now I'm digging to the bone
all the painting
scratching at flesh, drives me mad
to be alive and free

And the ghosts I keep inside myself
how do they see me?
while again I'm drowning
with my soul will you save me?

9. Falling Again

I lay, looking at my hands
I search in these lines
I've not the answer
I'm crying and I don't know
watching the sky
I search an answer
I'm free, free to be
I'm not another liar
I just want to be myself... myself

And now the beat inside me
is a sort of a cold breeze and I've
never any feeling inside
ruining me...
bring my body
carry it into another world
I know I live... but like a stone I'm falling down

I pray, looking into the sky
I can feel this rain
right now it's falling on me
fly, I just want to fly
life is all mine
some days I cry alone,
but I know I'm not the only one
I'm here, another day is gone
I don't want to die...?
Please be there when I'll arrive, don't cry... please

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Seize The Day, Or Die Regretting The Time You Lost, It's Empty And Cold Without You Here... [Aug. 18th, 2006|12:53 am]
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |all my music has been deleted.]

Well. The time has come. This, is something that I had been looking forward to for a while. But, at the present time, that excitment has diminished. But, I know I can't just puss out and stay here all of a sudden. I need to do this. This, this will test me to my limits. It will put more pressure on me than ever before. More pressure than haveing to make that block on the 1/2 yard line in double overtime to will the game. But afterall, isn't life just a game? I think I will enjoy this test of my will and strength. 
The past month has been an awsome time for me. Unexpected love, as you may call it, arose. Packing has been a fun journey. Trips of countless miles to see those whom I care about, more than I ever show, and more than they will ever know. I know that I may not show so much emotion at the time, but I let it all go when I'm alone on the car trip home or in my room after everyone has gone and asleep. It's difficult for me to say how much I'll miss you guys. Life will be so different than just having that one phone call that sets off a snowball into something huge with us. I mean, when will I ever be able to call Kristen and be like "Bowling?" and it turns into a party at the bowling ally. Not many people can pull that off with such ease as we could. It will take a lifetime for us to find people who we can do that with. I know it sucks that I am moving out of state. But, it is for my own good. I need to expereince soemthing new. Be away from home and find new people in a new place in a new environment. College will never be like high school. if you wanna sleep in, Sleep in. No one to dictate your life except you and the schedual you laid down in front of you. if you fell sick, you don't have to have your mummy call in and tell the school. Just stay in. But there is also a danger hidden beneath it all. If we don't keep our act together, then we get kicked out. They don't fuck around. It's something new that I need to do. 
There is soemthing that we all know. We all know that we have someone in our hearts, someone who is more dear to us than anyone right now. And I'm not talking friends and family. I'm talking about that special someone. That special someone who will make you cry when you have to say goodbye. That special someone who you want to surprise when you return home for the holiday. You all know what I'm talking about. We all have one. And, I do aswell. This person is someone whom I have know for a while now. I think since January. Yeah. We know who this special someone is in our own life. We can tell, cause you talk and think about them non-stop. You try to talk to them every chance you get. You get that nervous feeling in the pit of your stomach when you're about to call them or go see them. That one person who can melt you with just one look. That person who can warm you up with their touch. That one person who you long to see and will miss the most. well all have one. And we all must say goodbye to them at one point. I had to do that this morning. It was tough. I'll admit it. I cried on my way home. Then this song came on, and it gave me hope. Seize The Day, by Avenged Sevenfold. It's a song that tells us to live your life, and not worry about future things. And, I feel as I have done that the past few days. Used up gas and money, but it's a small price to pay. And I love that. 
Peopel say that the real world begins after college. Fuck that shit. Honestly. You are off, living with some stranger, in a place away from your mum and dad. You have to learn to support yourself to an extent, and to manage your time and money. That, is the real world. College, is a job anymore, as my dad told me. It's true. You are learning stuff that you can only learn from experience. Honestly. It's to the point now, that you need a degree to work at mcDonalds. But, that is a good thing. It's a good thing, because, if you cna pay for college yourself, the government will help you out. They do this because, for one, college is expensive. Two, they are aware of the incease of your income just by being a college graduate with a degree in something. And this increase will be used to pay them back. It's a simple system. And it works. but some people don't see it that way. And they don't take advantage of it like other people. ::shrugs:: oh well. 
Well, i think I'm finished. I'll give a real update when I get to Wykoff Hall. Until then, feast your eyes.

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